Eric Cominski Jr. is a successful entrepreneur with over a decade of experience in branding and a passion for sharing his knowledge.
Eric’s journey is all about building a unique brand, telling a unique story. He believes everyone has that potential, and his work is dedicated to helping others unlock it.
From launching his own clothing line to authoring insightful books, Eric has a wealth of experience to draw on.
Recently I had the pleasure of interviewing Eric Cominski Jr. and we talked about his latest book, The Future of Food Manufacturing, a guide for industry professionals looking to navigate the complexities of the ever-evolving landscape of food manufacturing.
“Growing up I always dreamed big. Starting out, I really looked at what I wanted in life. As an entrepreneur that itself was what I wanted. At the time not knowing what an “entrepreneur” was I was focused on how to I create my brand. Thinking of a brand is basically that, a brand is something that makes you stand out from the rest. I think everyone is “a brand” and by that, I mean everyone has a unique story to tell. It doesn’t matter how you tell it what matters is that you tell it. Having 10 + years of experience working with branding I am always looking to take things to the next level. “
Eric Cominski Jr.
Do you recall how your interest in writing originated?
“My journey into authorship began with the inception of my clothing line brand. The curiosity and questions that surrounded my entrepreneurial endeavors inspired me to share my experiences and insights through writing. By transforming my knowledge into a book, I aimed to provide a valuable resource for others seeking guidance.”
Do you consider writing as a career?
“While writing isn’t my sole career path, it’s an integral component of my overall professional journey. I utilize writing as a powerful tool to expand my brand, enhance my business, and connect with a wider audience.”
Was there a specific event or person who influenced you to become an author?
“The encouragement and interest from my peers played a significant role in my decision to become an author. Witnessing their curiosity about my story, I realized the potential to share my experiences and inspire others through the written word.”
Is there anything you find particularly challenging in your writing?
“One of the most challenging aspects of writing is maintaining a balance between creativity and clarity. While I strive to craft engaging narratives, I also prioritize delivering valuable information that resonates with my readers.”
Do you have a specific writing style?
“While I don’t adhere to a strict writing style, I prefer to focus on key topics and provide detailed insights that offer practical value to my readers. My goal is to create content that is both informative and engaging.”
The future of food manufacturing is full of exciting possibilities, but also significant challenges. This book equips you to navigate this dynamic landscape. Understand the evolving demands of consumers and develop innovative products to win their loyalty. Leverage the latest advancements in automation, AI, and big data to optimize production and boost efficiency. Build a resilient workforce that can adapt to change and ensure business continuity in the face of disruption.
Furthermore, this book guides you towards a sustainable future. Implement practices that minimize environmental impact throughout the production process. Partner with suppliers who prioritize responsible sourcing and ethical practices. Together, contribute to a healthier planet for generations to come.
Finally, this book empowers you to build a winning team. Craft a compelling value proposition to attract and retain top talent. Foster a culture of innovation, continuous learning, and problem-solving within your workforce. Empower your employees to thrive in a dynamic and ever-changing industry.
This comprehensive guide serves as your roadmap to success in the future of food manufacturing. By embracing innovation, prioritizing sustainability, and developing a resilient workforce, you can ensure your company not only survives but thrives in the years to come.
What is your writing routine?
“I’ve discovered a process that works well for me. I begin by brainstorming ideas and considering topics that would resonate with my audience. Once I have a clear direction, I dive into the writing process, focusing on delivering informative and engaging content.”
What inspired you to write your first book?
“The overwhelming demand for insights into my business ventures served as the catalyst for my first book. The constant stream of inquiries about my strategies and experiences motivated me to create a comprehensive resource that would empower others on their entrepreneurial journeys.”
What genre are your books?
“My books primarily fall within the non-fiction genre. I focus on creating works that offer practical value and actionable insights for individuals seeking growth and understanding.”
Is there a message in your new book that you want readers to grasp?
“My latest book, The Future of Food Manufacturing, aims to equip industry professionals with the tools to overcome challenges and capitalize on opportunities. By bridging gaps and providing strategic guidance, I hope to empower readers to drive innovation and growth within the food manufacturing sector.”
What was the hardest part of writing your latest book?
“The most challenging aspect of writing The Future of Food Manufacturing was condensing a wealth of information into a format that would be accessible and practical for readers. I aimed to present the content in a way that would facilitate its application to real-world scenarios.”
If you had to do it all over again, would you change anything in your latest book?
“While I’m satisfied with the outcome of The Future of Food Manufacturing, I believe that the book’s value lies in its practical application. Rather than revisiting the content, I’m focused on ensuring that readers can effectively utilize the information to drive positive change in their businesses.”
How much of the book is realistic?
“Every aspect of my books is rooted in reality. I draw upon my extensive experience of over two decades to provide authentic and actionable insights.”
How many books do you have out, and do you have a favorite?
“I have three books published at present. While each offers unique value, I have a particular fondness for my second book, Entrepreneurial Mindset. Its focus on cultivating a growth-oriented mindset has proven to be a game-changer for many aspiring entrepreneurs.”
How do you come up with character names?
“The characters in my books are inspired by real individuals who have played a significant role in my journey. I draw upon their experiences and contributions to create authentic and relatable narratives.”
Do you draw inspiration on someone you know, or events in your own life?
“My daily experiences serve as a constant source of inspiration. The challenges, triumphs, and lessons I encounter in my personal and professional life are woven into my writing.”
What are your current projects?
“I’m currently working on a book that delves into the world of video game streaming, sharing my insights and experiences from navigating that industry. Additionally, I’m excited about a larger project that has the potential to become a New York Times bestseller. While I can’t reveal too much at this stage, it will serve as a continuation of my first book.”
What do you think makes a good story?
“A good story is subjective and depends on the individual reader’s experiences and perspectives. For me, the most impactful stories are those that provide valuable information and resonate with the reader’s personal journey.”
Who do you feel has supported you outside of your family members?
“I’ve been fortunate to receive support from a wide range of people, including friends, colleagues, and even strangers. When someone sees that you’re striving towards your goals, they’re often willing to lend their encouragement and support.”
Do you have anything specific that you want to say to your readers?
“I encourage my readers to actively engage with the content in my books. The true value lies in understanding the information and applying it to their own lives. By taking action, readers can transform their experiences and achieve their goals.”
“I encourage my readers to actively engage with the content in my books. The true value lies in understanding the information and applying it to their own lives. By taking action, readers can transform their experiences and achieve their goals.”
Eric Cominski Jr.
What was the first book you’ve ever read?
“Beyond early childhood reading, I’d say the first book that truly sparked my interest was ‘The Power of Broke’. It opened my eyes to the potential for success even in challenging circumstances.”
What books have most influenced your life most?
“Several books have had a profound impact on me, including ‘The Power of Broke’, ‘Guide to Thrive’, ‘The Perfect Day to Boss Up’, ‘Crushing It’, and ‘You Owe You’.“
By which writer have you been influenced the most?
“Gary Vee’s content has been a significant influence on me. His insights and entrepreneurial spirit have inspired me both as a content creator and as an author.”
If you were not a writer what else would you like to have done?
“Given my diverse interests and entrepreneurial spirit, I could have pursued various paths. However, writing has always been a passion, and I believe I’ve found my true calling.”
What is one valuable lesson about writing that you’ve learned along your writing journey?
“Writing is a form of artistic expression, allowing you to develop your unique voice and style. I strive to create work that evokes specific emotions in my readers, setting me apart from other writers.”
If you could give aspiring writers one piece of advice what would it be?
“Stay true to yourself and your unique perspective. Don’t try to imitate others; let your authentic voice shine through.”
“Stay true to yourself and your unique perspective. Don’t try to imitate others; let your authentic voice shine through.”
Eric Cominski Jr.
What do you do in your spare time besides writing?
“When I’m not writing, I prioritize spending quality time with my family and managing my business. Keeping busy helps me stay grounded and focused.”
What would you say is your most interesting writing quirk?
“My approach to brainstorming and planning is a distinctive aspect of my writing process. I believe my unique methods contribute to the overall quality and effectiveness of my work.”
Outsmart Anxiety by Alex Noble is a self-help book and Course that resonated deeply with me.
My anxiety developed later in life. My childhood was happy, and I maintained an optimistic outlook well into adulthood. However, a series of unfortunate events led to a downward spiral into depression and anxiety.
“Inside my head, it was hell, but on the outside it looked better and better.”
Finding this book felt like discovering a lifeline. Alex Noble’s candid recounting of his own struggles, from the challenges of his own childhood to the emotional turmoil of his son’s illness, created a sense of shared experience despite our different backgrounds.
“In med school I realized that a lot of our mental problems originate in the body. What’s more, they are of ten two-way linked.”
The fact that his anxiety stemmed from early childhood, while mine emerged much later, didn’t diminish the book’s relevance; it actually highlighted the universality of the struggle with anxiety.
“Most people don’t have an anxiety problem. Most people have life problems that cause anxiety.”
What I found particularly helpful was Alex’s emphasis on self-compassion and acceptance. The idea of treating myself with the same kindness I would offer a child was transformative.
His insights into negative self-talk and the vicious cycle of avoidance and guilt resonated deeply with my own experiences. The concept of treating oneself as someone you are responsible for helping provided a powerful framework for shifting my perspective and approach to self-care.
“You must be fed up with your anxiety. You must be motivated to do it.”
The introduction of the DASS assessment and the discussion of meta-thinking provided valuable tools for understanding and managing my anxiety.
It helped me identify my own type of anxiety.
My favourite chapter?
“How to sleep like a baby”.
I followed the tips the author suggested and – guess what – it worked!
Alex Noble’s acknowledgement that overcoming anxiety is a process, and his emphasis on a slow and steady approach aligns perfectly with my need for sustainable change.
His anecdote about the supplement’s side effects also served as a helpful reminder to approach quick fixes with caution.
“This is why beating your anxiety is actually an act of kindness to the people around you.”
I am eager to read more from Alex Noble and delve deeper into his techniques. This book has provided a solid foundation for understanding and managing my anxiety, and I am hopeful that his other work will offer further guidance on my journey towards healing and well-being.
“Thinking that you’re a peanut doesn’t make you one.”
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru explores the concept of the muse, not as a divine source of creativity, but as a catalyst for self-discovery.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru suggests that while a muse can ignite passion and belief in oneself, true creative power resides within each individual.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru questions our reliance on external sources for inspiration, proposing that we can access the same wellspring of creativity through introspection and self-connection, much like a monk in meditation.
THE MUSE: A NON SENSE NEED OF ILLUSIONS challenges readers to examine their own creative processes and to recognize the inherent potential within themselves.
While acknowledging the allure and beauty of a muse, Adrian Gabriel Dumitru ultimately encourages us to move beyond this “illusion” and embrace the power of self-belief as the ultimate source of inspiration.
THE MUSE: A NON SENSE NEED OF ILLUSIONS by Adrian Gabriel Dumitru is full of questions and philosophical insights that make it a compelling read for anyone seeking to understand the mysteries of creativity and the human potential for greatness.
The Muse. A non sense need of illusions. We are looking for inspiration all around … till we find out that the inspiration is just not coming. We look all around. We are looking for something or someone that can give us a great vibe … everyday. And one day … we believe we found that we are looking for. She … is the Muse. All great people from history, great artists, politicians, leaders, writers, poets, businessmen … all of them, at one point … they had an amazing muse that inspired them at a great dream. The muse gave them the confidence of believing in themselves and they always thought that the inspiration came from that person. But inspiration is actually coming from the Universe, and represent the connection between us and Divinity. The muse is not … the Divinity … but maybe being in such a story, we understand how we can connect to the Infinite. But can we, the ordinary people, learn to connect to then Universe, just as a monk does it … without any love story?! Can we find this power in ourselves … to find that greatness without the help of a loved muse?! What is her sense?! Is she the one that reveals the beauty and the huge powers locked in our spirits?! Can the secret of greatness comes just by having a love story … or we should start studying how a monk is using his powers to understand the laws of the Universe, just by connecting to himself … and then to the Infinite?! A muse looks like a non sense illusion. But … all great people used the trick to connect to the Universe this way. Maybe … the need of a muse is just a preliminary stage before you understand that in fact everything is in yourself. The muse is only the one that is whispering you the great secret about yourself … that you are an amazing human being and that you can be … whoever you dream to be. The muse is indeed an illusion … a beautiful one … but one day you will just understand that everything you need is already in yourself. The real non sense that you should analyze … and focus a lot on it … is why we don’t believe in ourselves?! … and why we need this adorable person to whisper beautiful words to us … when we can think as a monk?! Just think about it!
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru challenges the conventional, societal path of achievement and success, arguing that true aliveness comes from embracing the often chaotic and unpredictable journey of love.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru eloquently portrays love as a “pathless path,” a deviation from the prescribed route, which ultimately leads to a deeper connection with oneself and the world.
While acknowledging the potential for heartbreak and loss, Adrian Gabriel Dumitru emphasizes the transformative power of love to awaken the soul and imbue life with meaning.
The book’s conversational tone and introspective nature make it an engaging read for anyone seeking a deeper understanding of love’s complexities and its profound impact on our lives.
It’s a gentle reminder to prioritize the journey of the heart, even amidst the demands of a structured, goal-oriented world.
LOVE … the pathless path that goes to your soul. Is really love a necessity for our lives?! Why can’t life be much simple, mathematical, with very clear rules to follow?! Why we need to fall in love?! We should spend our lives only following the path the society taught us about … finish school, get a job, make money, try to be successful, retire … and then die. Why we need this complicated story of studying what love is about?! Well … first all of you have a heart inside of you … to feel the life … and being in a love story everything becomes more “real”. Following just the paths the society told you about should be boring. This is why lots of poets and writers … wrote so much, trying to define the meaning of love in our lives. When you are the kind of person that look at life in a logical and rational way … falling in love looks like useless, like a pathless path. But discovering the love feelings, in a time when everything looked like boring in your life … redefines everything. Is never a good moment to fall in love, cause you will always need to do something in the real life … and looks like there is no time to loose for those silly feelings … but one day … when the feelings become so strong inside of you … you realise that you just started to feel ALIVE. You always did what other taught you to do in life …. the parents, friends, teachers or people you know … but no one came to you to whisper the secret of life … IF YOU WANT TO FEEL ALIVE … JUST LET YOUR HEART TO FALL IN LOVE. You might loose your soul, your heart, your mind … but you will feel being alive. No other path gives you those feelings. Yesss … truth be told … LOVE … is the pathless path … but it goes to your soul.
Through a collection of essays, Adrian Gabriel Dumitru explores the paradoxical idea of having everything yet nothing, and vice-versa, within the context of a relationship. He argues that true happiness lies not in material possessions or societal expectations, but in cherishing the present moment and the connection shared with one’s partner.
What I specifically loved in that book was the lack of a rigid structure that allows for a more organic exploration of the central theme.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru’s writing is introspective and relatable, making Philosophy of Nothing a worthwhile read for anyone seeking a deeper understanding of love, relationships, and the pursuit of happiness.
The book “PHILOSOPHY OF NOTHING” is a collection of essays that are trying to send the message that in a relationship you can be happy even if you don’t have a real relationship togheter, in a clasical way, but also be unhappy when you have everything togheter. Having everything, but actually having nothing … having nothing, but actually having everything is an idea that we should meditate on it. We live in a world of unhappy marriages, that should be totally redefined, but actually are dying little by little, day by day … with no change from any of the 2 partners. Wainting for NOTHING for years, doing NOTHING … but expecting everything from the other side. Love is not math and will never be. Love is not a business and will be never be. Philosophy of NOTHING is trying to define the beautiful side, but also the dark side of the love stories. The book does not have any architecture and is just a collection of essays. And maybe the only message of the book is quite simple: to be happpy you probably need NOTHING, but enjoy the present moment with the person you are in the story. Daring to do it … you don’t need anything, cause you actually have everything, the love story itself.
The central metaphor of the human as an actor playing contradictory roles resonates deeply, prompting introspection on our own ever-shifting identities.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru skilfully navigates the complexities of good and bad, angel and devil, highlighting the inherent duality within each of us.
While this book delves into weighty philosophical concepts, it remains accessible through the author’s candid self-reflection and straightforward prose.
The fragmented sentences and informal tone create a sense of intimacy, as if the reader is engaging in a personal conversation with the author.
We have the chance … but also the duty … to play lots of roles during this life time. We like some of those roles… and maybe even adore it … but also dislike many of the things we have to do .. as actors on the stage of reality. If i would analyse myself into an honest way … i would even dare to say that i played one million roles …. being an angel … but also many times … a devil. Like all the others …. i’ve played so, so contradictory roles … that into the end … i would not even know how to define myself …. So … was i a good person?! Or was i … a bad person?! Hmm … The most ridiculous conclusion was that most probably i was a positive … but also a negative character on the stage of reality. I was just dominated … by duality. I had to accept it …. and also that there is no real definition for myself. I was good … bad … neutral … and … Every definition… could be true … or false … for myself. And all i had to do was to accept that as part of the scenario called … my life.
Author Adrian Gabriel Dumitru masterfully uses the metaphor of inserting a coin to highlight the necessary investment – whether it be time, effort, or resources – required to manifest our desires. He doesn’t shy away from the often uncomfortable truth that dreams don’t materialize without action.
This book’s strength lies in its relatable narrative. Adrian Gabriel Dumitru’s personal anecdotes about grappling with his own desires and the lessons he learned along the way make the concepts presented easily digestible and applicable.
I loved Adrian Gabriel Dumitru’s writing style, it is somewhat unconventional and effectively conveys the internal dialogue many of us experience when confronting our aspirations.
Having dreams is …. normal. We also see people having clear goals … and it’s quite interesting… looking like a more organised person which is dreaming. … on and on and on. And the truth is … that the human being could be defined as a machine … that is always coming up with new and new desires. I look into my past … and i see myself saying in front of the Universe … i want that and that … and that. And … i can’t stop myself … even if i know that same as Budha said … the desire itself is the source of all the human pain. I smile realising how i’ve wasted my life chasing for on million contradictory desires. … but also honestly realising … this is a non ending story. So … starting a weird process of self therapy… analysing all those desires … especially the ones that obsessed myself … I’ve finally concluded that in fact … i want more to “taste” those desires. It was like i loved Rolls Royce… and i wanted to drive such an amazing car … but i did not really wanting to pay such a huge price for this car …. the maintenance … the taxes …the insurance etc. In fact … all i wanted was to … drive it … for a while … and enjoy the sensation of doing it. And the list of similar desires … was so damn long … So … i wanted that … and that and that … hoping in fact that … i’ll get some sensations… which will bring me nice vibes into my soul. But …. It was only one problem. I did not really wanted to … pay the price. Almost … for any of those desires which were dominating obsessively my existence. Time was passing … and i was somehow ending all the time … being sad and disappointed…. cause my desires did not became real. Not all of them … but many. But … i’ve also noticed with some of those weird desires which i had …. that they were not what I’ve imagined. It was indeed all … illusory. I could simple try and test all … simple paying a price … like renting the Rolls … and see if i really want such a car. It was not that i could afford it … but i could try to taste it … by paying a minimum price for that … only to understand better if that was a good path to follow or not. I had to insert … a coin. But i was not really ready to do it. Yes … not even pay … a vey little price for it. I was just dreaming … so nicely pretending i have clear goals with my life … but all i was doing was to allow being dominated by those illusory desires. And this moment when i’ve understood i have only 3 choices… my life changed. Firstly … I could … stop dreaming. Or i could pay the price of getting that desire … and stop being so stupid … believing that a great dream … costs 2 pennies. Or … i could simple …. “taste” a little bit that desire …. see if i really want it … and then decide if i delete that obsession from my mind … or not. So … all was about … insert coin … paying the price for it … or …. simply stop myself dreaming with my eyes opened… like an idiot.
Adrian Gabriel Dumitru’s personal journey, described with raw honesty, resonates deeply. He eloquently portrays the struggle with “spiritual blindness” and the eventual realization that life hinges on managing these energies.
This book effectively mirrors the author’s internal struggle and gradual awakening. It isn’t a prescriptive guide but rather an intimate exploration of self-discovery, offering valuable insights for those seeking a deeper understanding of themselves and the world around them.
It encourages introspection and offers a fresh perspective on navigating the complexities of life.
Highly recommended for anyone interested in personal growth and spiritual exploration.
I had no idea about the fact that life is a lot related with the energies beyond ourselves. The ones generated by our ideas, thoughts, feelings … and in fact all is in our heart … or mind. I was not aware of the influences came from this side … not even thinking for a second that soon … all these energies will be metamorphosed into … dominance. And i continued my life like that for years. … having no idea what the nonsense is. Believing … it’s real … … and also that its appearance on the scene of life… it’s normal. … us not being able to do anything against that. There were moments when i could actually see some of the ideas of why some things beyond reality influence so much the present moment …. but i was indeed … blind. I was suffering of … spiritual blindness. Time passed again … and my life … becoming kind of a nightmare … i realised i need to change something. But what?! I had … absolutely no idea. Well … until … thinking deeper and deeper … and accepting the influences came from my thoughts and emotions …. but also that people around myself were having their own thoughts and emotions … sometimes in total contradiction with my own …. All i had to do … was to learn how i manage those energies … so i finally accept that life is about the art of managing energies. … understanding them. … connecting and disconnecting from them … but … There was always … a but. I was balancing between accepting and not accepting that … even if i had to do it. In fact … it was … a must. I really had to learn this art of managing energies. … my own energies. … but also the ones generated by the ones from the scene of my life. And i had only 2 options. To continue allowing the nonsense to dominate my life … or start to act like a magician … that knows to metamorphose everything … in whatever i would want. … but with good intentions! Well … time passed again … and my weird emotional dance … kept dominating my being. I was believing and … not believing. … allowing into this way … as the nonsense to continue its role. On … and on … and on.
The narrative unfolds through a deep, honest dialogue between two souls—each embodying the masculine and feminine perspectives—who embark on a reflective journey of discovery.
The authors engage in what they call a “philosophical dance,” contemplating the volatile nature of feelings and desires. The writing is a blend of poetic musings, thoughtful conversations, and introspective reflections that encourage readers to examine their own views on love, reality, and human connection.
The book’s strength lies in its dual perspective, offering readers an engaging contrast between the male and female approach to understanding life’s deeper questions.
Dumitru’s reflections, combined with Arij’s insights, create a tapestry of thoughts that challenge conventional perceptions of reality, drawing readers into a profound contemplation of life’s transient and illusory nature.
THE ILLUSION ultimately reveals that despite the contrasts between our experiences and desires, at the core, we often share a single, unifying thought and invites readers to embrace the mysteries of life while appreciating the beauty in uncertainty.
To understand the world where you live in… you need to understand first the people from the timeline of your life. And once you start to understand it …. you suddenly realize that most of the feelings, desires and maybe thoughts were only … illusory things that dominated your life. Me and my dear Arij started a philosophical journey … which we sometimes even name philosophical dance. While dancing, we opened our hearts …. being very honest to each other … and concluded to a single thought …. one that defined life as an … illusion. Writing down all what we have in our souls …. we ended with a book in our hands …. all being in fact the philosophical poems of our hearts. Arij … as a young lady was listening to me … trying to understand how a man thinks. Me …. on the other side …. I was very happy to hear the female spirit and see the other side of the story, the one that a man can’t usually see. And the illusion … whispered to us so, so many times … that we had what to talk for many months in a row. Today is weird … and even funny to read one more time all what we wrote … and even if everything was written from the soul … still so many contradictory tendencies make us wonder if we should define volatility of feelings, desires and thoughts …. as evolution or part of the illusory process of believing we are … alive. We smiled … we laughed … and we always continued analyzing and defining all that we felt inside of our souls. Reading again all those poems … reading in fact the masculine and the feminine view about the inner world … the own inner world … we realized in the end that maybe we are not so different as we thought. We had … one single thought … and kept it in mind all the time. Opening our eyes … or closing them … we saw the inner and the outside world … always … illusory. We wanted to redefine this …. but we never succeed. All we could do … was simple … smile in front of everything … and continue the philosophical dance. But … we just … love doing it. On …. and on … and on.
Dumitru captures the emotional struggle that comes from indecision and the overwhelming doubt we often face when life presents us with multiple paths.
Through personal reflections, he highlights how critical it is to connect with one’s intuition to find balance and peace. His writing speaks to anyone who has struggled with overthinking, offering a path towards mental clarity and emotional harmony.
The author’s ability to break down complex emotions into relatable experiences makes this book both profound and accessible. He shows how understanding our thoughts can illuminate who we truly are, helping us better navigate life’s choices and challenges.
It’s a must-read for those looking to explore their inner world and find deeper self-awareness. With wisdom, humor, and candid introspection, Dumitru invites readers to step beyond indecision and embrace a more fulfilling way of living.
The human being has always been dominated … by contradictory thoughts and emotions. Maybe one of the worst diseases from the history of the world … worst even as cancer … sometimes without any possible treatment is the … doubt. And is funny, cause the Universe is playing around with us … giving us so, so many contradictory … options. I am laughing … going back in time and seeing myself in this weird situation of not being able to decide what to do … what to choose. Today i somehow believe that it’s better to have … no option …. or just one option, cause each time when i had 2 or more options … everything was too complicated. I had to think too much. … to meditate on and on and on. And when i decided i was still overwhelmed by …. doubt. Instead of being happy for the life i had, i was unhappy …. In fact somehow ruined emotionally and mentally of all what was going on with me. Everything was sometimes so amplified that i could not … continue the life itself. The Universe letted me decide what to do … but i was not capable of seeing the path … the real one. I was hearing into my head all the time … “What to do?! What to decide?! What should be the best?!” But i did not know what to do … what to decide … and instead of being happy for having so many opportunities … my vibe was always fucked up. And everything was like that cause i did not know how to close my eyes and connect to myself … asking to my intuition for guidance. The undecided version of myself, was a result of the fact that i did not know anything about my soul … and how to be in total harmony with this inner self. I did not know how to listen to all those voices … to my intuition … and keep the right balance between the inner and the outer world. And instead of being happy and a soul dominated by joy … i was in this silly emotional balance … dominated by a non ending indecision. I should name it today … the negative amplifier … and all what i want is just get rid of it. Nothing more.
A book and a cup of coffee 